Adventures

Well hello!!
It has been quite the new experience moving and changing my whole life! Well I live at my grandmother's and out of the whole week I've lived there I think I"ve been there 2 hrs a day besides sleeping. I have been running around town and working a lot! I appreciate them sure taking me in until July tho! I have hung out with my sister ashlyn a lot more! I love her dearly and am SO very thankful she lives near so that I can go to here when I am missing my family. I think of my family often especially when they are having a lot of fun at lake powell! I've never been and they say they are having so much fun!...:( I sure do miss them..
On another note! Tomorrow me and one of my best friend's, Karissa, and I are going to go to Lagoon!! Go get some sun and go enjoy each other's company!! Also on Friday a good friend of mine, Andrew, is coming down and staying the night at my gram's and saturday him, me, ashlyn and bk are all going to lagoon! He got us all free passes :) what a guy haha..So I will have a lagoon filled week!!
Work has been great. It's very new and I have a ton of getting used to that is so different compared to my other job but I seem to be handling it quite well. I am going to go visit home soon and also have a few days schedule that I"ll be working down there! Can't wait to have a few busy nights haha. I get a phone call here and I'm happy! Well I am doing well and I am surviving! Still trying to find a team to play volleyball with but no one seems to know anyone, and I don't know anyone here haha. Well I'm out !!! love you all

New Life

Well, it has been quite an adventure. I officially moved out into provo!! I live at my grandparents house until July 25th and then i'll be moving into my apt with aubrie!! I am so excited it is going to be a lot of fun. So first night here karissa asked me to go to the rodeo with her and on my way to her apt (which i haven't gotten lost yet :)) i passed this vehicle that was pulled over on the side of the road with their hood up. so obviously, common sense thinking, their vehicle is broke down. the guy was playing his guitar and the girl was sitting there. it was the cutest thing ever!!! can't wait for something cute like that to happen to me.
so moving on to my new job. i started yesterday and... well long story short i could pretty much start doing everything today :) haha.. it is a pretty sweet school job. I can do my homework while i am working its fabulous! just can't wait for school to start so ill have something to do on my shift! ha. I get to pick my own hours how awesome is that! officers are in and out of dispatch like they live here! it's great to have that bond with them. they crack me up already so i know its going to be a great place! only one dispatcher at a time and they have to speak through a mic and the officers aren't "in your ear" lol they come out of a speaker so i will have to get used to that but it shouldnt be too hard.. also there are a million cameras so i can sit an watch people on the cameras also. its fabulous haha i always said if i could get paid to watch/observe people i would be in heaven.. well im pretty much there!!! well until next time!!! keep up the great work!!!! love you all!!

Two More Weeks

So my job here at dispatch for the Uintah Basin has been quite the experience. In October I would have been working for 2 years. I can't believe I have made it this far and that I absolutely love my job!! I would honestly be able to stay working here for my career, but something inside me has made me want  pursue my career path in criminal justice. Since I have been working here in dispatch I have kept a journal of my stories and experiences and I read through them and can't believe what I have done and went through. I now have a job at UVU dispatch. I start June 16 and my last day here in dispatch is Juen 10th. That day is coming a lot sooner than I anticipated. I am going to miss a lot especially the people I work with.  They have taught me so much and put up with so much of me ha. I can't wait to start my new journey that I will embark on but I know it's going to be really good for me!! I will keep everyone updated throughout my journey! Two weeks and my new journey has begun!!!

The New Journey

So it has been a couple of months before I have really written anything. Alot has happened in the past little while. I have been extremely busy with work you can definitely tell it is starting to get when you are extremely busy in dispatch. I absolutely love my job, but the past few months I have been debating on getting an education and leaving Vernal. It has been such a hard decision, but with everything that has been going on I have been pushed in the direction of getting an education. I mainly wanted to go to school so I could try out for the volleyball team and continue playing volleyball. I was just going to go get my generals done. Then a couple weeks later I had been talking to my step dad's secretary and she was CSI certified and I have always been interested in that area. I officially decided that is what I wanted to go into. So I got accepted into UVU and I am leaving this fall to go study criminal justice and also hopefully get a minor in forensic science! I am extremely excited and I can't believe I am actually doing it! I am very nervous, but that is the best part! Not knowing what is going to happen and taking the chance to continue your education is fantastic! Other than that nothing new has really happened. Still single, lovin it for the most part haha-but I am extremely thankful for the support I have with everything I am doing. One thing I am not excited for is having to pay for all of it. This is the time when you wish you won the lottery!!! It would even be put towards a good use :) haha- I am just an extremely happy girl!!!

Growing up

Well, it is January 20 and in two days... just TWO days I will be 20!!! I am still floored thinking about it. I do not feel that age but then again I feel older then 20 at the same time. I look back everyday remembering the cute-sweet-adorable-clumsy things I would do when I was little that I could get away with. Now when I do things like that, people look at me thinking I'm ridiculous and not acting my age. The thing is, I'll always be a kid at heart! no matter what! haha so they are just going to have to put up with me.
I look back at all the accomplishments I have made; played volleyball,graduated high school,moved out (even if it was only for 6 months :)_hah), I have a full-time job that I absolutely love that has benefits,insurance,retirement etc. I sit here and wonder what I deserved to be blessed with such a great family,friends and job. At the same time, I am always looking for a new way to change things up a little!! So, I'm in the process of shaking things up a little I dont know when it will be done,but when it is I will sure let you know! :D

Life Itself

Well, It's been awhile since I've wrote so I thought I would just write a little. I want to share a funny story that happened not too long ago! Araceli and I took a road trip out to Spanish Fork around mid December for her Ortho Apt. Well my mother gave me some presents to drop off at my grandmother's house for them and others. We were on our way there and I couldnt get a hold of anyone and I had no idea the code to the garage. We arrive and the two codes that my Aunt Sheree gave to me didn't work. So Araceli looks at me and asked "So, how are your breaking in skills?" "Oh they are great!!" so we went around looking for a window that we could possibly slide open. All of them were locked and then she said "That window is unlocked" I was looking at the downstairs window and I was like no, that is locked. Then I looked up above and I saw the window she was talking about. It was to the right of the porch so I would kind of have to balance on the side of the porch slide it open and crawl inside. Well I did that with no problem but we could not stop laughing because I couldnt believe I just did that. It was quite adventurous.
Things are going great I am starting co-ed v-ball on January 4th! I'm so excited. I am just loving life and loving every minute I get to spend with the ones I love! I hope you all had a very Merry Christmas and realize how lucky you are to have the love we all have! Keep Smiling :)

I.B.S.

Ever since I was little I have always had these stomach problems that it hurts to move and it just sounds like a gurgling frenzy in my stomach. We went through many things to try and figure it out and figure out what has been going on. Since I was little I have been told I have had acid reflex. I would take the medicine for that but it didnt help as much as it should have.I would go on dates and I wouldnt even be able to eat because it makes me lose my appetite, or I would just get full really fast. No one has understood and a lot of guys probably think I starve myself or am just shy to eat in front of them. Well that is not the case! Catch me on a good day and I'll eat a whole steak infront of ya along with everything else!... A couple days ago my doctor told me it was finally time to get a scope done on my stomache to figure out what was going on.
On Wednesday My mother and I drove out to Provo to go get my scope done. I was extremely tired because I got off work late the night before so I was just so excited to sleep!..It took us about 4 times to get the right building but we ended up getting it and all signed in. First the lady put the IV on the top of my right hand(which HURTS) and then she bumps it..umm. OUCH yes that is in my hand!.. Then I sit in a waiting room where these older women(60's) were just starring at me. One lady had a dr's glove filled up with water and she just was holding it and I was like hmm.. interesting. Well finally my turn to go in and get the scope done. I lay down on my side and the Dr. was like so, Jenessa Des.... I was like DeSandre. He was like wow.. Jenessa DeSandre (pretty sure he said it atleast 5 times) "Just rolls off your tongue its such a beautiful name) I was like aww why thanks!.. They put the anthesia into my hand and I thought I was going to cry it hurt so bad but then.... I was out! I remember waking up to my mom giving me water haha.
They ended up finding out that I have Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS). I have to change my diet and hopefully that'll help. Right now as I am typing... I feel like I am going to die. I am working and I just want to curl up in a ball and start crying it hurts so bad. I havent been able to eat at all because I cant even think about putting something into my stomache. I just wish that my stomache could just be better so I dont have to go through this pain any longer.....Wish me luck! Blah :)