I.B.S.

Ever since I was little I have always had these stomach problems that it hurts to move and it just sounds like a gurgling frenzy in my stomach. We went through many things to try and figure it out and figure out what has been going on. Since I was little I have been told I have had acid reflex. I would take the medicine for that but it didnt help as much as it should have.I would go on dates and I wouldnt even be able to eat because it makes me lose my appetite, or I would just get full really fast. No one has understood and a lot of guys probably think I starve myself or am just shy to eat in front of them. Well that is not the case! Catch me on a good day and I'll eat a whole steak infront of ya along with everything else!... A couple days ago my doctor told me it was finally time to get a scope done on my stomache to figure out what was going on.
On Wednesday My mother and I drove out to Provo to go get my scope done. I was extremely tired because I got off work late the night before so I was just so excited to sleep!..It took us about 4 times to get the right building but we ended up getting it and all signed in. First the lady put the IV on the top of my right hand(which HURTS) and then she bumps it..umm. OUCH yes that is in my hand!.. Then I sit in a waiting room where these older women(60's) were just starring at me. One lady had a dr's glove filled up with water and she just was holding it and I was like hmm.. interesting. Well finally my turn to go in and get the scope done. I lay down on my side and the Dr. was like so, Jenessa Des.... I was like DeSandre. He was like wow.. Jenessa DeSandre (pretty sure he said it atleast 5 times) "Just rolls off your tongue its such a beautiful name) I was like aww why thanks!.. They put the anthesia into my hand and I thought I was going to cry it hurt so bad but then.... I was out! I remember waking up to my mom giving me water haha.
They ended up finding out that I have Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS). I have to change my diet and hopefully that'll help. Right now as I am typing... I feel like I am going to die. I am working and I just want to curl up in a ball and start crying it hurts so bad. I havent been able to eat at all because I cant even think about putting something into my stomache. I just wish that my stomache could just be better so I dont have to go through this pain any longer.....Wish me luck! Blah :)